Buying this new house is stress in ways I never expected. The closer I get to closing date, the more I see this. Every person I know is coming out of the wood works asking for a loan because they know I am sitting on small pile. As if they didn’t know me before this time. And every single one of them have the most hard luck story I ever heard. They all make me feel bad for not helping and somehow each story gets more personal than the previous.
On top of that everything is going out. My car needs new tires, oil change is over due, gas prices have gone up and it seems gas is burning faster than ever. Always as fuel prices go up, the cost of products go up because shipping costs go up in relation to fuel prices going up.
I am aproved of this loan for this house. The house seems be getting built faster and faster. Each time I think I will just let something go and stop paying for it because I see how I no longer need it, something comes up that will be more expensive if I drop the other, and the price will be slightly more than if uf I paid for both. (hope that made sense). I feel I need to donate to the Japan incident, but if I do I could end up homeless. I may just leave a link to the donation website and help them with being found.
I just know that I am driving more frustrated than ever so I am quite likely to get a ticket soon. I really need to carpool for a little while just so I can take my face off the road for a while. Seems the only women popping up in my life are the ones who wanted nothing to do with me before I started the purchase of this house. Sure I can use them like they intend to use me but that would make me even less than them so I will not even pay them any mind. or at least I will try.
Never the less. The house is almost built. Ac is installed and plumbing installed. Electricity comes next week.
Wish me luck.